semester 5. sem yang mencabar!

Assalamualaikum...

Lamanya tak update blog. Bukan taknak update tapi paham2-paham jela internet kat umah yang macam hampeh tuuu. Slow sangat-sangat kalah atok kura-kura. Tu yang tak update tu. bukan ada orang baca pun kalau update. Hehe

Well because this is Syawal and we are still in Hari Raya mood, so I would like to wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri and Maaf Zahir Batin for those who know me and for you too! Happy reading ya! Please do forgive me for all my wrong doings.. Gambar raya macam banyak gak tapi malas nak upload kat fb. Dok diam-diam dalam folder ye.

Alhamdulillah after 4 months sem break, makan tido makan tido now its time to start a new sem which is the 5^th. Means that i have 2 more sems to go before convo. This is my last year but if Allah wills, i won’t stop here. Why why? Hehe i thought i need or it is a compulsory for me to apply KPLI in order to be a teacher. I knew some people said to be a lecturer is better but i just wanna be a teacher. I just love teaching high school student. Do pray for me ya!

Macam biasa la 1^st day here is worst! I really hate this feeling. Sedih, rindu, malas, sunyi, it’s all mix together and yes they make my tears out. Ya sometimes feel like budak form 1 yang baru masuk asrama sedih nak tinggal family and tv at home. Hehe. Well this is me. Tu pun lucky me I didn’t cry yesterday when my parent and little Yaya sent me to the bus. Masa tu kuat lagi kot. Sampai je kat USM ni terus jadi lain. Nak nangis je kejenye. Ma, Abah, Idan, Iqbal, Nabila, Yaya, really miss you all. Sobs T__T

People said that “experiences will guide us to be a better person” yes! Totally agree with that! Banyak sangat pengalaman yang saya dah kutip sepanjang hidup almost 22 years ni. baik buruk sume mengajar saya menjadi lebih matang. Segala salah silap yang pernah terrbuat dulu-dulu tu insyallah will not repeated again. Thank you Allah kerana menguji saya tapi janganlah uji saya dengan ujian yang lebih berat kerana saya insan yang lemah, uji lah saya semampunya saya.

:: Saya dah berusaha semampu saya untuk sayang dan bahagiakan awak, tapi kalau ada orang lain yang sayang awak lebih dari saya, saya doakan awak bahagia.

rinduuuu T__T